Tuesday, February 15, 2011

feeling low

Today is my first day at the Strosnider's Hardware Store in Bethesda. My feet are so tired. I have been standing for 9 hours minus 1 hour lunch.

When I went home, I realized how things are going to be for me if I stay at the Hardware Store for the next coming weeks. I will for an average of 37 hours a week, borderline full time.
I got teary-eyed realizing how hard the next coming months will be for me. I also felt sad that I am alone. I don't have enough savings. I wouldn't enough money from my work. I wouldn't have enough. I feel under accomplished. I felt that my college degree didn't do me justice. I feel that after all that I have been through, I will start working as a service person.

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