Friday, July 30, 2010

almost losing you

Cj got into an accident today. He got rushed to the hospital. He is ok now. But somehow I got really worried. He was talking to me when the accident happened. If he died, I couldn't help but blame myself. Lesson: Don't talk on the phone while driving.

He is thinking about a lot of things. I wish I was there to comfort him.. but I can't. The more I feel bad that I couldn't be physically present for my boyfriend.

This thing happened for a lot of reasons. One of the reasons is I realized I love CJ more than I thought. I don't want to lose you CJ. This is the first time I realized what love really means between two people.

I hope you live longer. I am here for you. You and I. Us.

I love you Christopher James Barnak Fulkerson.

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